A new make over for my blog, Yup!
Changed teh template, colors fonts and all.. just hoping this will bring me back to action here like I used to...
I know lately I been posting nothing but my LAME poetry attempts, and I'm deeply sorry if you hated that, but it is my place, my space, my blog, my spot, so its gotta be about me.. and the past days there was nothing in my mind, but my heart!
Yes, my mind was kinda OUT of DUTY.. lol If i may call it.. I was pretty numb towards everything.. I think I just got tired of following the news. If its sudan or world news.. Cuz its always the same things happen all over again, it always the innocent citizens who get hurt, killed or tortured becuz somebody with power messed up or just ENJOYING his power seat!
Its like, I ran away from this twisted and frustratic reality to my own love story, which I obviously shared it with the whole world, according to that map you see in the bottom of the right side there!
I ran away and found shelter in poetry and story writtings.. yes so far I've written 3 short stories and right now I'm working on the forth which will be pretty longer than the previous ones..
Anyyyyyyywaaaaaaayyyy.. ALOT has happened in the blogosphere, in Sudan political side, and in the whole world, and I have a lot of catching up to do and posts to write and thoughts to share with you.. I will try and FORCE my self to give you atleast 1 hour of my time every day and bring this blog back to action like it used to be..
Many sudanese have joined the blogosphere lately, and I will write bout that too enshala.
My dear freind Hipster was on a mind-block too, but i see she's back as well.. I'm really glad she is, I'm sure all of you missed her interesting posts just as much as I did..
So, I hope you'll see much of me on the next few days and I hope I'll see much of you too. :)
Friday, May 25, 2007
Saturday, May 12, 2007
Passionate Confessions
Preface:
It’s ONLY you in my heart, you were always my inspiration, all the beautiful poems, stories and words I have written in the past YEAR were all because of you, were all, for you. I’m grateful for knowing you, having you in my life, in my heart, in my soul.
Thank you for a beautiful year in my life, and thank you for the years to come.
________________________________________
Softly, on the tip of his toes he entered into my life; a stranger who had the key to my heart and knew exactly how to steal it away. He implanted himself deep inside my heart, grew inside my soul and conquered my kingdom, to be announced king in the presence of family, friends and loved ones.
Why? I could never tell. How? It’s tough to describe the steps and ways that lead him to this high rank inside my mind. Where he was, is and will always be the back I lean on, the shoulder I cry on and the hand I hold on to.
So many times, I find myself lost in pitch-black darkness, searching for a switch to turn on the light and find the way back to my road of life’s success, suddenly, I hear his voice from far away calling me, Through the darkness I could feel his hands tenderly holding mine, taking me towards the light, and back in the right path I find myself.
When did it all start? I cannot remember any date, cause seems to me, he’s been there forever and before; unnoticed, unseen, unobserved, waiting; waiting for me to arrive and gently bloom into his life, like a red rose in the month of May. Like everything that is beautiful, passionate and indulgent, I painted, adorned and colored the tediousness of his past life with colors of love and music of devotion, pulling his lost soul into the surface of a beautiful wonderful and colorful life.
Was I in search of emotional support I could not find? Was I in need for someone to fill this emptiness in my soul and the gap inside my heart? Or was I looking amongst the faces and breaths for HIM?
The answer was always been as simple as ABC and 123, I was in need of him, in an eternal journey searching for him, and destiny lead him to me, to be my loving angel on earth, loving me, supporting me, helping me.. To give me the strength to move on, the power to head forward, and give me the will to survive, fight and struggle. A warrior and a survivor he helped me be.
He was there, when I was in need, he was my sun when all I needed is the moon to shine upon my lonely nights, he was the fire when all I needed was a candle to unfreeze my soul, brought me back to life when all what was left of me is a broken heart and lifeless breath.
He made me feel emotions I never knew existed, he awakened the sleeping beauty inside my soul, he turned my childish spirit all the way around, helped me grow into the passionate woman I am now. And it’s all because of him and for him.
And now, that he is away; thoughts of him keep me company through the days and the nights. I’ll always be grateful for the invaluable, priceless unforgettable moments he has given to my life and my existence and added beautifully to my precious memories. SO anxiously I will wait for him to come back and relive, revive those beautiful memories we hanged and will keep hanging upon the walls of our life.
It’s ONLY you in my heart, you were always my inspiration, all the beautiful poems, stories and words I have written in the past YEAR were all because of you, were all, for you. I’m grateful for knowing you, having you in my life, in my heart, in my soul.
Thank you for a beautiful year in my life, and thank you for the years to come.
________________________________________
Softly, on the tip of his toes he entered into my life; a stranger who had the key to my heart and knew exactly how to steal it away. He implanted himself deep inside my heart, grew inside my soul and conquered my kingdom, to be announced king in the presence of family, friends and loved ones.
Why? I could never tell. How? It’s tough to describe the steps and ways that lead him to this high rank inside my mind. Where he was, is and will always be the back I lean on, the shoulder I cry on and the hand I hold on to.
So many times, I find myself lost in pitch-black darkness, searching for a switch to turn on the light and find the way back to my road of life’s success, suddenly, I hear his voice from far away calling me, Through the darkness I could feel his hands tenderly holding mine, taking me towards the light, and back in the right path I find myself.
When did it all start? I cannot remember any date, cause seems to me, he’s been there forever and before; unnoticed, unseen, unobserved, waiting; waiting for me to arrive and gently bloom into his life, like a red rose in the month of May. Like everything that is beautiful, passionate and indulgent, I painted, adorned and colored the tediousness of his past life with colors of love and music of devotion, pulling his lost soul into the surface of a beautiful wonderful and colorful life.
Was I in search of emotional support I could not find? Was I in need for someone to fill this emptiness in my soul and the gap inside my heart? Or was I looking amongst the faces and breaths for HIM?
The answer was always been as simple as ABC and 123, I was in need of him, in an eternal journey searching for him, and destiny lead him to me, to be my loving angel on earth, loving me, supporting me, helping me.. To give me the strength to move on, the power to head forward, and give me the will to survive, fight and struggle. A warrior and a survivor he helped me be.
He was there, when I was in need, he was my sun when all I needed is the moon to shine upon my lonely nights, he was the fire when all I needed was a candle to unfreeze my soul, brought me back to life when all what was left of me is a broken heart and lifeless breath.
He made me feel emotions I never knew existed, he awakened the sleeping beauty inside my soul, he turned my childish spirit all the way around, helped me grow into the passionate woman I am now. And it’s all because of him and for him.
And now, that he is away; thoughts of him keep me company through the days and the nights. I’ll always be grateful for the invaluable, priceless unforgettable moments he has given to my life and my existence and added beautifully to my precious memories. SO anxiously I will wait for him to come back and relive, revive those beautiful memories we hanged and will keep hanging upon the walls of our life.
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