Insomniac Night

March 18th, 2008

Insomniac Night

Just like a roller coaster ride,
It feels like,
Huge amounts,
Of your love,
I try hard to gasp,
Into my lungs,
But it’s just,
A little too much,
It’s choking me,
Suffocating me,
Smothering me,
I can’t breathe no more,
Help me,
Baby, I can’t sleep.

Visions of You,
Dreams and fantasies,
Flash through my mind,
Swiftly,
In the speed of light,
Rushing here & there,
Back and forth,
They’re everywhere,
In my brain,
I beg them to stop,
They’re driving me insane,
I can’t think anymore,
Help me,
Baby, I can’t sleep.

Reminiscences,
And memories,
Of you and I,
Of us,
Blinding me,
Darkness,
All around me,
I can’t see,
Only you ahead of me,
You're just a ghost,
You're just a dream,
Darkness,
Closing on me,
From all sides,
Left and right,
I can’t see,
Help me,
Baby, I can’t sleep.

My tears,
So hot they burn my eyes,
Engraving their way through my cheeks,
Deeply,
Brutally,
It’s the heat in my soul,
Burning me all,
I can’t stop,
Crying,
I Cant stop these tear drops,
From falling,
Help me,
Baby, I can’t sleep.

These butterflies,
That used to dance,
Play,
And tingle,
In my tummy,
They've gone wild,
They're out of control,
Flying all around,
Up and down,
The tingles has turned into cramps,
It’s the ache of your love,
Ripping apart my belly,
Help me,
Baby, I can’t sleep.

Don’t you understand?
Don’t you get it?
Its not that I need you,
Nor that I want you,
It’s that I badly,
Ruthlessly,
Severely,
Yearn for you,
Not like a child craving a chocolate bar,
But like an addict wanting,
Needing,
Craving badly for another dose,
Another sniff,
Another pill,
Another needle,
To stop the pain,
To ease the hunger,
To relief the thirst,
It’s more than dehydration,
It worst than starvation,
It’s more fatal,
It much lethal,
It’s killing me,
Tearing me apart,
Like pieces of blank,
Empty,
Pieces of paper,
I am torn,
Slash,
I need you,
Slash,
I want you,
Slash,
I Love you,
Help me,
Baby, I can’t sleep.